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Fate's not around, the lucks all gone.
Don't ask me what's wrong, ask me what's right
and imma tell you what's life."
X's and O's Beside Your Name.
Summer's been doing me some good and some bad. You don't have to know what I'm talking about, but I gotta let some things out. There have been so much I've noticed in such a short time that can get me thinking, but don't get me wrong, it's only thoughts, opinions, doesn't mean that I'll continue thinking this way, but when something isn't right, wouldn't you question it? It's just basic instinct. As the years go by, I've grown used to a certain lifestyle and a sudden change can take me a while to get used to, and I don't always accept it so willingly. I guess I can be stubborn sometimes, but is that so wrong if I'm only fighting in what I believe in? I can't just "get over it" and "move on" as easily as you'd like to believe; I'm living at my own speed, and if I can't catch up, then maybe you're trying to grow up to soon. Communication is key. It can be a painful process, but it gets things done if done correctly. I've been accused of this and been called that, but look, I'm still looking up and my feet is firm on the ground. Second chances mean a lot, so we should make the most out of it, cause third chances don't always swing by for a visit. I guess there are things I would make Part of The List, but that'll stay secret. If you could step into my mind and take a walk, you'd be walking for days and days, opening each door and looking through each window. If you could walk in these shoes, you'll see how much miles I've had to sweat over just to get where I am today. If you could see through these eyes, then you'll notice that not everything is in color and not as bright as it should be. You'll see that there's more to me than you think.On Saturday, July 11, 2009 at 10:03 PM
Gone Too Soon..
His memorial was today, and how emotional was that? The world won't be the same without him. So many of his fans attended that memorial, but I couldn't help but wonder how many of them judged him based on his actions, whether it be dangling a baby from a balcony or sleeping with children, he has been judged. Now that he's passed on, I bet they're starting to regret it, and act as if they were a true fan all along, and it just hurts inside. How can someone act as if they hate him and then when he leaves, act as if you care? That's just plain retarded. It's people like that who drove him insane, who kept him from sleeping at night, and now he's gone. Why couldn't they just leave him alone? We all make mistakes, but we learn from them, and that's what makes us who we are. I'm still in denial, he can't really be gone yet.. I know one day this dream will end and he will wake up from his ever lasting sleep, right? :( I couldn't help but tear up while watching his memorial, his family is going through so much pain right now and especially his children. His daughter's speech was just so sad and touching, even if it was short. Her little heart was breaking in front of all those people, and it's just awful, she is so young. But now he can have the peace he never had here on earth. Hope you're having a conversation with Elvis about your super collab and call it "From King to King" haha. Here's one fan that's been true, and you'll be missed. R.I.P Michael Jackson ♥On Tuesday, July 7, 2009 at 8:15 PM
Catch of the Day.
Whoa, I haven't updated this in so long. Ever since the move, at first, it was just so hectic, being tired as hell.. the work just kept coming. A certain woman giving me hell making me wanna just leave the house and get away from all the bullshit. But, there would always be one place I know I could run to and feel secure, not a home, but in his arms.. is where I feel the safest. After a while, things between me and her started to shape up and improve, but I know this is only temporary because that's just how she is. I also got lovebirds! Arvin & Melanie is what Arvin's mom calls them. They were his birds first but ever since they got a dog, they haven't really been taking care of it, psh.. haha. So I came just in time so save those birds lives, and if they're named after us, I guess I better take good care of them, which I am of course. They layed an egg! But I gotta take care of it myself cus they eat their own eggs.. that's dirty. The last couple of days recently have been amazing, because I got to see him. Even if our beach plans were a flop, I still enjoyed relaxing with you and just watch each other fall asleep. Then it hits me, in 2 months, it's our 3 years.. 3 YEARS, how frikken long is that!? Tooooo long, but here we still are. We've been put through the most hardest of situations, leaving me to believe that we wouldn't overcome it, but still you've proven that you do care and that you really are trying to be the best man for us. There's something different about us, something isn't the same, and you know what, that's what I love. It feels as if things are better, like a rainbow after a rainstorm. True happiness is found from suffering. We've both reached a point where we've realized the more important factors, that no matter how high the mountain is, we gotta keep climbing. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm glad we've come this far and that we're still on the same page, so don't turn it yet, because that chapter of our life hasn't come yet, so enjoy the day while it's still upon us, and hope for a better tomorrow.On Monday, July 6, 2009 at 11:54 AM
Melanie V. Romero | FHC Graduate | Valentine Baby ♥ | SXIV AJOV ♥ | Happy & Satisfied .
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